They said that having a baby is life changing, but I guess it is not suitable for everyone. It is so hard to be in a relationship nowadays because for some reason and one of the greatest reasons on why I still single is because of my dad. It is so hard to believe in men when they first guy in your life also became the traitor and ruined your life. I hope that my dad and I reconcile because I am still not closing the doors for him. I still hope that he become the dad I never had.